June 2008

She Jumps, and Has Her Reasons

by Jane Devin on 06/29/2008

Every night for several years, you’ve hopped onto a trampoline. You’ve jumped and jumped until your heart raced, your body felt weak, and you were exhausted. It’s this ritual, you believe, that allows you to sleep, and you have slept so brilliantly during these years that closing your eyes has become, in itself, a thing [...]

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The Proposal

by Jane Devin on 06/27/2008

All that pent-up passion, where does it go? It travels in endless loops and spirals like a lost and wild thing that can’t find its natural environment. It cries out in unremembered dreams, and wakes in the morning to buttons and buzzers, fluorescent lights, and just enough sun to keep it thirsty and pulsing. March [...]

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A Pauper’s Tale

by Jane Devin on 06/15/2008

I had a better Father’s Day post planned, but I can’t find The Picture. The one taken years before my birth, in which either my son or I appear to be about two years old. It’s hard to tell the gender of the child in the Hawaiian shorts and white t-shirt, but s/he is definitely [...]

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Rearrange the Walls when Necessary

by Jane Devin on 06/14/2008

  I. Everyday brings about some evolution of thought or matter or circumstance. You have everything you need to forge ahead, you know, except the unbreakable spirit. II. How many times will you drag yourself to the wall? How many times will you scrape your spirit against the bricks? I know what they told you, [...]

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